I just love my job and today was one of those days I couldn't believe that I get to hangout and take care of these very precious people.  One of my best friends is one of the ladies I take care of.  I feel like she understands me and I get her, it's such a treasure.  My heart skips a beat when I think of her.  Today, especially I laughed and enjoyed so many things.  There's so much love and acceptance at my work which is a precious gift.....what a joyful day to pondering many more to come.  Old people are genuine treasures and encourage and uplift my spirit in such a beautiful way I can't discribe.

Freely give because you have freely received!  I had never experienced a love that was so real and intimate until I received it.  It sounds funny but it's true I never really new what love was until I was pursued in a way that won my heart!
"Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her.  There I will give her back vineyards, and will make the Valley of Achor a door of hope.  There she will sing as in the days of her youth, as in the day she came up out of Egypt.  In that day declares the Lord, You will call me "my husband" and you will no longer call me my master."
He came to me and showed me what love was and is and how he loves me! woohoo!  I can't explain this but I feel I have the best husband.  It's the most romantic, love sick realationship I have ever have....I hope to tell you more on this journey but it has just begun.

Today I worked and then went to Trader Joes on my way home.  There were two reasons I went to TJ's: one to get coffee b/c they have the best store bought coffee for only 4.99, and Two to see the guy I have a crush on who works there. Mainly I go to TJ's to see him even though every time my heart starts beating like a racehorse and I never end up talking with him.  He has the best smile and it always melts my heart.  I feel like he remembers me but I don't know.  So, I accomplished part one, purchasing the coffee, but unfortunatly my crush wasn't working so I was kinda disappointed on my way out and then.... when I was walking to my car it was pouring down buckets of rain and I noticed this girl loading here groceries on her soaking bike.  I couldn't help myself so I asked her if she wanted a ride home.  She couldn't believed the offer and accepted it right away.  Anna was so thankfull and couldn't believe there were still nice people in the world....Jesus, may she know your kindness to her.  Your provision, gift of love, and heart of freedom.  She was really beautiful and I pray she would know your beauty in her. I really love the fathers kindness because I felt like he showed me his kindness in letting me receive an opportunity to show his kindness in the most simple way!  

My first blog.....
I woke up this morning just desiring to be fashionable and beautiful in so many different areas of my life but mostly in what I wear.  I have always had a hard time deciding what to wear because I'm afraid what others may think or will I fit the norm.  As I write.. I feel more and more strongly that we all have our own unique style which free's us to be ourselves more than we know (I know).  Wow, so today I'm going to step out, BE FREE, and learn to love how my papa created me...
    As I was jogging this morning there's was something that kept popping in my head that I felt was so significant in my journey in being FREE... I can't think of it right now but I'm sure my papa will bring it up again if he wants me to know.